isolatedd

2006-01-18T19:12:00.000+08:00

went back to sn with kris tdy. :D

saw a few twotruthians! (: though it's only four of them. but oh well. at least we've seen truthians. :D it feels so good to be in the sch again. even though we missed the fried food. -.- and i didn't get to eat orange bowl tdy! :/

at first we went to the forum and then the netballers were having their trng there. saw jenna and peiling. :D hugged and talked. they still look as fit as ever. lol. then we saw charis at the library, and we happened to come across a group of HOT CAUCASIANS there as well! XD charis said they were in sch for some debate thingy. yep. :D i just love the blondes. (x anw. we saw OLIVIA in the canteen! i miss this biantai woman LIKE HELL? its so gooooooooood to see her tdy! :D and she tempted me with her orange bowl. -.-

we went to the staff room after that. saw mdm ong, mr seth tan and MISS QUEK. :D miss quek styled her hair btw. XD so cute. rofl.

okay i think i sound weird in this entry. :/ ahhh nvm.

2005-09-09T22:06:00.000+08:00

i had decided to go for ip. tt's all i'm going to say. no more elaborations.

feel really stressed up recently. i had practically wasted 3 days for slping n i'm still recovering from my fever n flu. nt much time left for studying n my mind seemed to b blank n wat i've absorbed from all e previous studyings seemed to haf evaporated alr. for now i'm trying so hard to memorize e hist notes n facts bt i jus can't gt dem imprinted in my head. tell me wat exactly am i going to do. i am under intense stress.

n for e bloody ~~dickhead~~ who had caused me all dese unnecessary troubles. jus ~~fcuking~~ stop n gt lost.

2005-09-03T14:28:00.000+08:00

ip or o'lvls? AHHHH I DUNO. I'M CONFUSED. ):

went for tjc's 2nd interview tdy n dey told me tt i'm in for deir ip. ohhs wells. dis jus gives me another hard-to-make choice to decide. sighh. i'm seriously confused. shld i go for ip or stay in st nick for o'lvls?

everyone noes i'm slack. n yes i am very slack. so am i able to take e stress for 4 yrs in ip? i'm having doubts in myself. i'm still lacking e confidence. bt den agn. i've been wanting to leave e sch since last yr n now i haf e chance, i'm hesitating. i dun wanta take o'lvls. definitely nt. bt den agn. isn't ip stressful as well? n morever it's a long term kinda stress. am i able to even take it? can i stay hardworking for so long? i duno. i seriously duno.

i slp in class. i hand in late works. i slack n dun revise. is dis kinda attitude suitable for ip? no definitely nt. wells yes i can definitely change. bt e prob is am i able to? i duno. ): yes i noe dere's nth impossible. n since dere's pple who can do well in ip i dun tink i can't. it jus matters whether i am determined enuff to take tt risk.

in ip, either i will go real far or fall real back. n once i've stepped on dis path, dere's no way for me to turn back anymore. i hafta continue on for e rest of e yrs. no regretting at all. n if i dun do well in a'lvls, i'll b really dead. cos i wun even haf my o'lvls to fall back on. wun my future b destroyed in tt way? wells if i'm lucky n i do well in ip. i'll b able to reach really far. i'll b able to take overseas scholarship n study in europe. which is a dream tt i've always yearn for yet nv dare to accomplish. if i go for ip, i can pursue dis dream of mine cos dey offer special scholarship training classes tt prepares students well for overseas scholarships. i wanta study in america, dun i?

i'm considering all possible factors n results. bt i still can't come out wif a wise decision. manns wat am i going to do? i'm so confused. e deadline isn't far so i gta make a decision fast. n i can't afford to regret my decision in e future cos it's gna b really major. pple help. gif comments. ahhhhh i'm stressed up. ):

2005-08-24T18:01:00.000+08:00

jayne toh yenqi is a psycho. yes she is.
she threatened to kiss me if i dun go wif her for lunch dis afternoon. how nice ehhs? /: pple wanta save her first kiss for someone else lahh! even thou jayne claimed tt i had long lost my virginity to edison. HAHA. :D

ANW. went to mos burger for lunch. n i dun like mos burger. /: agn. tt psycho woman forced me into it. /: reminds me of tt horrible incident last wed. yicks. tt man in his red shirt. gosh. n ironically. we realised tt everyone in mos burger is kinda avoiding e seat me, kris n jayne sat last wed. LOL. how funny. perhaps e whole amk noes abt tt crazy man. hahas.

saw some anderson sec students on e mrt platform. wells. we jus hafta say tt dey duno wat's called 'style'. yes dey wore deir belt damnit low until below deir ass. hmms. tt's kinda. terrible looking. cos deir belts r TOO low for goodness sake. dey look like some pregnant women. hmms. /:

now i gta announce smth really impt. I STARTED ON A NEW FANFIC. (: guess wat title it is? hahas yes yes yes. THE CHRONICLES OF LIFE AND DEATH. i'm obsessed wif good charlotte recently. okay no. shld b JOEL MADDEN in exact. :D gosh joel is superrrrrr cute! n i tink he deserves someone beta den hilary duff. /: sighh. anw. tt's nt e main pnt. e main pnt is. joel is cute. (:

btw. here's e link to my new fanfic. ohhs. n i del my old fanfic, 'touch of love'.
www.winglin.net/fanfic/lifeanddeath

KEN CHAI. u tagged at my board asking me nt to b so vulgar. abit u speak vulgarities more often lahh. n i can't go for the black eyed peas concert! need to mug for exams n mummy dun allow. ): dun gif my ticket to ur rosanna! i dun like her. n u shld noe it.

2005-08-22T18:58:00.000+08:00

i did so ~~darn~~ badly for my chi paper. n yes i feel like ~~fcuk~~. wat e ~~bloody hell~~ is happening to me? y did my chi standard drop so shitty much? wat e ~~fcuk~~ am i doing?! gosh. i feel so ~~damn~~ disappointed in myself. n literally i feel like slapping myself hard on e face. i need to do smth. FAST.

anw. started on doing graphics wif photoshop. will b uploading dem up into my blog pretty soon. bt mayb nt tdy. here's two links if u wanta take a look...

http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a141/jnnfr-/Aesthetic.jpg
http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a141/jnnfr-/The-Chronicles-of-Life-and-.gif

2005-08-10T14:00:00.000+08:00

BEAUTIFUL DISASTER
by kelly clarkson

he drowns in his dreams
an exquisite extreme i know
he's as damned as he seems
more heaven than a heart could hold
and if i try to save him
my whole world would cave in
it just ain't right
lord it just ain't right

oh and i don't know
i don't know what he's after
but he's so beautiful
he's such a beautiful disaster
and if i could hold on
through the tears and the laughter
lord would it be beautiful?
or just a beautiful disaster?

he's magic and myth
as strong as what i believe
a tragedy with
more damage than a soul should see
but do i try to change him?
so hard not to blame him
hold me tight
baby hold me tight

oh and i don't know
i don't know what he's after
but he's so beautiful
he's such a beautiful disaster
and if i could hold on
through the tears and the laughter
would it be beautiful?
or just a beautiful disaster?

i'm longing for love and the logical
but he's only happy hysterical
i'm searching for some kind of miracle
waited so long
waited so long

he's soft to the touch
but frayed at the end he breaks
he's never enough
and still he's more than i can take

oh and i don't know
i don't know what he's after
but he's so beautiful
he's such a beautiful disaster
and if i could hold on
through the tears and the laughter
would it be beautiful?
or just a beautiful disaster?

he's beautiful
lord he's so beautiful
he's beautiful

2005-08-09T23:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :D

i went for e yishun heartlanders carnival wif charlene n alexis today! manns it's gna b sooooo unforgettable in my life.

anw. met up wif alexis first at ard 12pm at e mrt station n went to eat at macs. e carnival was our nxt destination, which was situated at e grassland bhind e bus interchange. e weather was HOT. yes i gt sun-burned! sobs. my redden skin still hurt so much now. ):

ANW. we started waiting for nic n twins to arrive since like 12.30pm? n gosh dey only came at like ard 9pm. yes we waited THAT long. bt it was worth it. (: we gt to c e mesmerizing fireworks LIVE dere n of cos. nt forgetting e pop duo TWINS n NICHOLAS TSE! yay!

TWINS WERE SOOOOOO PRETTY! esp GILLIAN! gillian looks like an angel sent from heaven in person! ahhhh dey r jus so ravishing! dey sang two songs n it's 'jian xi ai shen' n 'xing guang you le yuan'. yepps.

nxt was NICHOLAS TSE. let me tell u. HE IS SO GOD ~~DAMN~~ HANDSOME. yes he is! n he waved to me! :D okay okay. shld b US. n tt stands for me, charlene n alexis. (: he sang two songs too. one is 'yin wei ai suo yi ai' n e other one is erms erms. okay i forgt. anw. nicholas is really really super CHARMING.

tjc's interview tml! wish me good luck. (:

2005-08-06T17:55:00.000+08:00

i got in for tjc ip's interview. yepps. if i can gt thru e interview means i'll b officially in n i'll b leaving st nick pretty soon. tt is nxt yr. kris gt in too btw. den mayb we can study in tjc tgt! :D

if i were to really gt in officially. dere'll b e distance prob. /: tjc's like situated in bedok while i live in woodlands? gosh. tt definitely will include a 2 hr travelling journey. unless me n kris rent a hse somewhere near e sch n live tgt wifout our parents. den every wkend we can go back to our hmes. mayb coco can live wif us too since she had alr gotten in officially. yepps.

ANW. e interview's on wed. i dun really care tt much whether i'll gt in or nt. i've alr tot abt it thru. if God wans to place me in st nick den i'll accept His will. yepps. n i'm nt going to appeal for vjc cos i shldn't go against God's will. He has His reasons for nt placing me in vjc. i believe in God. even thou i'm nt a christian.

2005-08-05T20:26:00.000+08:00

MY BELOVED SON IS KILLED. ):

yes. e murderer who murdered my son is JAYNE TOH! ahhs evil woman! she killed my GUIN GUIN! poor guin guin... n he still has to die without an ass. /: now i'm trying to find e best doc in e world to cure him, bt ohhhs wells. he's like half-dead? he needs a heart surgery! ahhhs i need doc to perform major operation on my guin guin!

i'm planning for another son. n his name shall b called PEN PEN dis time. :D ahhas. pen pen n guin guin makes PENGUIN. (: we gotta work hard honey!

p.s. u probably wun understand dis entry if u r nt close to me. :D so jus ignore dis entry if u r ignorant of wat had happened. ahhas.

2005-08-03T18:49:00.000+08:00

I FAILED MY CHEM TEST TERRIBLY! ):

ohhs wells. ohhs wells. i've expected it anw. sighhs. alyssa gt 38 out of 40! manns! tt's crazy!

btw. jus wanta mention dis. some ~~bitch~~ went ard telling pple tt i took up voice trng for e sake of participating in jue due superstar. yes i noe she's implying some negative comments. n for e fact tt i've nv even mentioned of participating in jue due superstar. wat a ~~bloody~~ liar. e first time u lied abt me i chose to keep quiet n nt utter a word abt it. bt it seems tt u're jus getting from bad to worse. i guess i hafta gif a warning. u noe who u r. n dun tink tt i'm unaware of u spying on my blog. all i wanta say is tt. dun scrutinize me on purpose or i'll criticize u like a little naive ~~asshole~~. shut e hell up if u're being untruthful. yes i'm pissed. VERY pissed. jus scram n gt out of my sight. ohhs n if u feel like spamming my tagboard now, go ahead. let everyone noes who u r n how malevolent u r.

2005-07-28T16:30:00.000+08:00

i am depressed.

i've found out smth today. n tt is. vjc doesn't like me. ): vjc likes jayne. cos she got in for e interview n i din. sighhh.

i'm so upset tt i din even pay attention in class today.

okay wateva. dun feel like blogging anymore.

say bye to vjc... ):

2005-07-25T18:25:00.000+08:00

KRISLYN'S B'DAE TODAY! :D

happy b'dae to you!
happy b'dae to you!
happy b'dae to KRISLYN!
happy b'dae to you! (:

i gaf kris a wallet n bought her a cake as b'dae presents. n oso adding on to e 'funness'. i bought e gift a name prank candle. hahas. it's dose which will relight itself when e flame gts blown out. so cool rites! (x bt anw kris found out tt it was e magical candle even b4 she blew e candle. nt fun anymore. /: n she made used of it to make a dozen of wishes! LOL. cos it relights agn n agn so she cld make wishes agn n agn.

anw. went to j8 wif kris after sch today. jinggs n jayne cldn't make it so being e nice me i kind of celebrated her b'dae after sch wif her. :D actually it wasn't exactly celebration cos we went hme immediately after we had eaten lunch. okay basically e lunch cost me 16 bucks today. it was kinda ex. /: bt wells today's kris darling's b'dae so i'll make it an exceptional. (: aww e banana split was nice! :D hahas reminds me of gwen stefanie's hollaback girl. reminds me of jayne e banana too! (x e chicken lasagna was kinda erms awful. yepps. i dun really like tomato ketchup on e lasagna. i prefer pizza hut's seafood lasagna. e fish n chips was nt bad! yepps. thou deir fries n fish was like sort of tasteless. bt i like deir tata-sauce thou. hahas. (:

2005-07-24T16:28:00.000+08:00

okay for dis entry. i'll hafta officially declare tt i'm suffering from amnesia.

I MISSED THE ZPOP CONCERT.

i kept tinking it's on sunday (which is today) when it's actually on saturday (which is yest)! n so. due to my failing memory, i've wasted a 80 bucks ticket n a backstage pass. arghhh.

btw. stupid ken din even bother to call me up n remind me of e concert! yes i noe he's busy wif his lovely gf, rosanna, bt it wldn't take him a long time jus to call or sms me as a reminder of e concert. n morever, I AM HIS COUSIN FOR GOODNESS SAKE. blood is thicker den water! sheesh.

2005-07-23T19:54:00.000+08:00

VJC TEST WAS HORRIBLY DIFFICULT! /:

yes. i totally flunk it. i did so badly lahhs. i bet i can't even gt in for e interview. ): e general knowledge test was a piece of cake bt HOWEVA i din finish e paper in time. SIGH. i left e last 4 qns undone. /: nxt was e eng paper. gosh it was so ~~darn~~ freaky HARD. i can't belief jayne toh tt banana woman actually said it was easy! ~~asshole~~ lahhs! e vocab section was SO CHIM! i duno e meaning of most of e words. /: e compo was easy n i tink i did quite well for it thou. lastly was e math! it was even MORE HORRIBLE den e eng paper. e mcq section was kinda easy bt e structure qns was so OMG. i left alot of qns blank lahhs! duno how to do. /: i guess today will b e last time i'll ever step into e ground of vjc. -sob sob- ):

anw. went shopping wif serene seow after e test. it was enjoyable. (: n i jus found out tt seow's a really really faithful christian. tt's gd. :D we shopped for like erms. 5 to 6 hrs? yes tt's a long time. it was so hard to find a suitable b'dae present for kris lahhs! we kept searching n searching den finally gt her smth at bugis junction. hope she likes it. her b'dae's nearing! :D yay!

msg for my dearest cousin: thanks bro. for wasting ur precious time listening to all my craps n grievances. n thanks for e ticket too! i ain't going to push u anymore. (:

2005-07-20T18:15:00.000+08:00

YOU FOUND ME
by kelly clarkson

is this a dream
if it is
please don't wake me from this high
i'd become comfortably numb
until you opened up my eyes
to what it's like; when everything's right
oh i can't believe

you found me
when no one else was looking
how did you know just where i would be
yeah you broke through all of my confusion
the ups and the downs and you still didn't leave
i guess that you saw what nobody could see
you found me; you found me

so here we are
and that's pretty far
when you think of where we've been
no going back
i'm fading out
all that has faded me within
you're by my side
now everything's fine
i can believe

you found me
when no one else was looking
how did you know just where i would be
yeah you broke through all of my confusion
the ups and the downs and you still didn't leave
i guess that you saw what nobody could see
you found me; you found me

i was hiding
till you came along and showed me where i belong

you found me
when no one else was looking
how did you know; how did you know

you found me
when no one else was looking
how did you know just where i would be
yeah you broke through all of my confusion
the ups and the downs and you still didn't leave
i guess that you saw what nobody could see
you found me; you found me
you broke through all of my confusion
the ups and the downs and you still didn't leave
i guess that you saw what nobody could see
the good and the bad and the things in between
you found me; you found me

2005-07-20T18:09:00.000+08:00

KEN CHAI GET ME MY TIX NOW! yes i'm pushing you. (:

n jayne toh yenqi! my ten testimonials lahhs!

ohhhhhhhhs wells. I AM BORED. /:

2005-07-20T16:59:00.000+08:00

had hist test today! wells e paper was okay bt i din managed to finish it in time. /: i nearly fell asleep halfway when i was doing e paper lahhs! sheesh.

ate lunch wif jayne today n we crapped alot. HAHA. n she kept saying i'm eating too much for lunch. bt i din take my breakfast n neva eat for recess today! so obviously i'll b hungry duh? thus i mus eat more to fill up my empty stomach!

2005-07-18T20:07:00.000+08:00

I AM PASSIONATE ABOUT VJC SO LET ME IN FOR VIP!

2005-07-17T17:19:00.000+08:00

I DESPERATELY NEED PEOPLE TO GO TO VOICE TRNG WIF US!

now we only haf 3 pple confirmed for voice trng. arghhs. n tt's me, jinggs n coco. we need 4 more! anges, kris n renjie pls confirm wif me whether u r going wif us faster alrites! n i still need to search for more pple!

if u're reading dis now n u're interested in going for voice trng at e lee wei song sch of music wif us, pls contact me or tag my board to let me noe! e cost is $207 for a month [4 sessions] n dere's a total of 48 sessions [1 yr] for a level. 2 levels in total n so tt'll take u 2 yrs to complete e whole course. yes.

2005-07-16T19:22:00.000+08:00

yay new layout done! (: i'm so proud of myself cos i did it on my own. btw e layout is abt e same as e one at unlimited music. comments on my new layout pls! (:

ohhs. pls visit e unlimited music blog at http://unlimitedmusic-.blogspot.com ! thanks. (x

2005-07-13T20:37:00.000+08:00

went to support our sch for e swimming competition today! (: n we gt 2 bronze n 1 silver! yay! ALL THE WAY ST NICKS! :D

my mum had agreed to let me go for voice trng at e lee wei song sch of music! yay! i'm excited! (: cos e lee wei song sch of music is famous for nurturing talents n alot of popular singers were trained dere too! like stefanie sun n kenny kwan! yepps! n plus. if dey find u a really talented singer, dey'll gt u a music contract too! isn't tt so cool? n tt's actually how stefanie sun gt into e music industry. cos she went to take up courses dere n her talent was discovered n tada! here she is! :D hahas bt i'm not pinning any hopes on getting a contract. cos it's impossible for a lousy singer like me. LOL. as long as i can gt my voice enhanced i'm satisfied. (: it costs 207 bucks for 4 sessions which is a month. dere's a total of 48 sessions per level. i tink tt's a reasonable price. n yea i'm taking up e grp course. cos individual courses cost as much as 407 bucks per month! it's a big difference manns. i'm going wif kris n lingjing! (x n of cos some other pple. cos it takes a minimum of 7 pple to start a class. yepps. (:

2005-07-09T18:52:00.000+08:00

i am not feeling gd today.

okayyy i've realised i'm getting more n more sadistic. for e fact tt all my fanfic stories r based on sadistic endings n i am e one who planned for e stories' layout. i still can't belief it myself too. cos i neva tot i was THAT sadistic. ohhhhhhhs wells.

all e emotions seemed to rush to my head at e moment. i'm getting sentimental agn. i'm currently reflecting on my life in sch n outside sch in e yr of 2005. which is ironically dis yr. n e more i tot of my sch life. e more i haf e urge to leave e sch. wells for my beloved frens who understands me thoroughly u noe e reason. n i jus hafta say TWO TRUTH ROCKS MY WORLD. i do love my class alot. n i'm sure if i reali happened to leave e sch e pple i'll definitely reminisce wld b my dearest truthians.

yes i desperately wanta gt into e vjc ip. i noe it's reali hard. cos dere're so many pple applying for it yet so little spaces r available. bt no matter wat i jus hafta try my luck. even thou e chance for me to gt in is so slim tt it's barely visible. sighhhs. i'm so useless.

anw. LET'S JIAYOUS TGT KRIS! (:

2005-07-08T19:14:00.000+08:00

had chem common test today! it was TOUGH alrites! arghhhs. yes i flunk it. it's like. SOOOOOOOOO HARD? i tink e sch set e o'level standard for us. arghhhs. i duno how to do a single qns! so i jus anyhow did e whole paper. even thou i did finished all e qns, i wrote a pile of rubbish! /: n for e fact tt i studied a continuous of 6 hrs yest for chem, reading up all e notes n memorising e formulaes. HOWEVA guess wat? none of e stuffs in e notes came out! wth! i tink even if i neva studied a single bit yest i'll still gt e same results when i've studied. yes it's tt diff. n practically dis is e first time after a test i feel like scolding e word ~~fcuk~~.

ohhhhhhhhs wells. anw. i went for e vjc open hse today wif jayne toh e banana woman. wells deir sch was kinda okie. ohhs i mean it's GOOD. yea nt bad. dey haf air-conditioned classroom thou it's kinda small. n e facilities were up to standard. thou i still prefer catholic high's. LOL. yes i'm still dreaming abt e mesmerizing lightings deir sch halls haf! arghhs so jealous! n dey haf a recording studio alrites! i wan one in our sch too! n dey haf lots of rockbands in deir sch...ECNERRET! wells dun misunderstand, i'm NOT crazy over ecnerret...it's jus tt today's a fri n dis reminds me of last fri's chma concert. HAHA. btw. did i mention tt vjc's damnit far from my hse? yes it's very far! i live in woodlands n vjc's near east coast park! SO FAR! i need a hr n half of travel time to reach dere. /: if ever i gt into tt sch's ip, tt'll b hard manns. so far! bt wells. i've nt even yet sent in e application form. so i suppose it's abit too early to consider abt all dese. cos most probably i wun even gt in to e 2nd round. ohhhhhhhs wells.

2005-07-05T18:49:00.000+08:00

GONE
by kelly clarkson

what you see's not what you get
with you there's just no measurement
no way to tell what's real from what isn't there
your eyes they sparkled
that's all changed into lies
that drop like acid rain
you washed away the best of me
you don't care

you know you did it
i'm gone
to find someone to live for in this world
there's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
just a bridge that i gotta burn
you were wrong
if you think you can walk right through my door
that is just so you
coming back when i've finally moved on
i'm already gone

sometimes shattered
never open
nothing matters when you're broken
that was me whenever i was with you
always ending, always over
back and forth, up and down
like a roller coaster
i am breaking that habit today

you know you did it
i'm gone
to find someone to live for in this world
there's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
just a bridge that i gotta burn
you were wrong
if you think you can walk right through my door
that is just so you
coming back when i've finally moved on
i'm already gone

there is nothing you can say
sorry doesn't cut it babe
take the hit and walk away
cause i'm gone
doesn't matter what you do
it's what you did that's hurting you
all i needed was the truth
now i'm gone
what you see's not what you get
what you see's not what you get

you know you did it
i'm gone
to find someone to live for in this world
there's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
just a bridge that i gotta burn
you were wrong
if you think you can walk right through my door
that is just so you
coming back when i've finally moved on
i'm already gone

i'm already gone
ohh i'm already gone
gone, gone, gone
already gone
i'm gone

YOU SUCK

2005-07-02T17:58:00.000+08:00

no i hadn't abandon my blog YET. cos i'm here to blog today since i'm extremely bored n so dun feel like doing hw.

ohhhhhs wells. went for e catholic high music awards concert yest along wif jinggs n kris. it was OKAY. yes i'm impressed. impressed by deir HALL. arghhs it's air-conditioned! compared to our pathetic old sch hall... dots. n yes i lurve e lightings. it's alot alot alot beta den ours. I AM JEALOUS. -shruggs-

e rock bands were impressive. thou e first one tt performed in e nite was erms. i mean deir lead vocals. he went off-key so many times tt i cldn't b bothered to count. ohhs wells. n i finali noe who's ecnerret. yes dey were good. i tink ecnerret gaf e best performance yest. thou dey didn't claim e best rock band yest. bt wells. dey haf e best vocals. at least tt's wat i tink.

catholic high is RICH alrites. dey gaf out 3 ipods! bt i din gt it. arghhhs. bad luck.

ohhs btw. i jus hafta comment on e mc of e nite. he was e best mc i've ever seen so far. he's way beta den e mcs of our sch's jubilate. no offence bt it's true. he was able to connect wif e audiences n he's very flexible n humourous.

ohhs gotta run for dinner!

2005-06-10T17:13:00.001+08:00

BEHIND THESE HAZEL EYES
by kelly clarkson

seems like just yesterday
you were a part of me
i used to stand so tall
i used to be so strong
your arms around me tight
everything, it felt so right
unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
now i can't breathe
no, i can't sleep
i'm barely hanging on

here i am, once again
i'm torn into pieces
can't deny it, can't pretend
just thought you were the one
broken up, deep inside
but you won't get to see the tears i cry
behind these hazel eyes

i told you everything
opened up and let you in
you made me feel alright
for once in my life
now all that's left of me
is what i pretend to be
so together, but so broken up inside
'cos i can't breathe
no, i can't sleep
i'm barely hanging on

here i am, once again
i'm torn into pieces
can't deny it, can't pretend
just thought you were the one
broken up, deep inside
but you won't get to see the tears i cry
behind these hazel eyes

swallow me then spit me out
for hating you, i blame myself
seeing you it kills me now
no, i don't cry on the outside
anymore...anymore

here i am, once again
i'm torn into pieces
can't deny it, can't pretend
just thought you were the one
broken up, deep inside
but you won't get to see the tears i cry
behind these hazel eyes

here i am, once again
i'm torn into pieces
can't deny it, can't pretend
just thought you were the one
broken up, deep inside
but you won't get to see the tears i cry
behind these hazel eyes

2005-06-10T17:13:00.000+08:00

I GOT MY LEVI'S JEANS! (x

2005-06-04T17:25:00.000+08:00

TEENAGE DRAMA QUEEN (THAT GIRL)
by lindsay lohan

there was a girl i knew
who always wanted to
be the one to stand out from the crowd
always believed that she
was gonna live her dreams
that what when down was gonna come around

for all the doubters, non-believers
the cynicals that once were dreamers
one of these days you'll open up your eyes
and you'll realize

that girl was a one time teenage drama queen
a hot, tough everyday wannabee
but she'll have changed her destiny
now she's a somebody
that girl was a wild child dreamer but she found herself
'cos she believes in nothin' else
and you'll look back and you won't believe
that girl was me

armed with an attitude
that she knows how to use
she's gonna get there any way she can
now she knows what she wants
no one is gonna stop her
nothing's ever gonna hold her down

for all the doubters, non-believers
the cynicle that once were dreamers
one of these days you'll know that you were wrong
who would know

that girl was a one time teenage drama queen
a hot, tough everyday wannabee
but she'll have changed her destiny
now she's a somebody
that girl was a wild child dreamer but she found herself
'cos she believes in nothin' else
and you'll look back and you won't believe
that girl was me

life is a work of art
you gotta paint it colorful
can make it anything you want
don't have to stick to any rules
you don't need a high iq
to succeed in what you do
you just gotta have no doubt
just believe in yourself

doubters, non-believers
once were dreamers
one of these days you'll open up your eyes
and you'll realize

that girl was a one time teenage drama queen
a hot, tough everyday wannabee
but she'll have changed her destiny
now she's a somebody
that girl was a wild child dreamer but she found herself
'cos she believes in nothin' else
and you'll look back and you won't believe
that girl was me

that girl was a one time teenage drama queen
a hot, tough everyday wannabee
but she'll have changed her destiny
now she's a somebody
that girl was a wild child dreamer but she found herself
'cos she believes in nothin' else
and you'll look back and you won't believe
that girl was me

2005-06-04T17:19:00.000+08:00

i've finali updated my two fanfics after three long months of inactive... hahas. guess my readers nearly wanted to throw tomatoes n veggies at me ehhs? lolx. anw frens out dere. pls do read my fanfics n gif me feedbacks for improvement! (: i tink my vocab's going lousier n lousier... /:

here's e urls:
http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/touch_of_love
http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/_waiting_

i din go out today...feel like chilling at hme n do sum work. n as well as watching e new vcds i've bought - the kindaichi files.

i wanta watch 'mr and mrs smith'! jinggs' watching wif me! (x

2005-06-03T18:52:00.000+08:00

ULTIMATE
by lindsay lohan

you're the kind of friend who always bends
when i'm broken
like remember when
you took my heart and put it back together again

i've been wasting time with clueless guys
but now it's over
let me tell you why i'm through
i've met someone new
who's just like you

you're it
you're the ultimate
it's automatic i'm sure of it
no lie
so don't even try
to tell me that you're not the guy
'cos i've been waiting all my life
for someone just like you
but you're it
you're the ultimate, you

you're the kind of guy who's hands and mind
send shivers
up and down my spine
you took my heart and put it back together again

you're the kind of guy that blows my mind
but now it's my turn
you've been right in front of me
everything i need
why didn't i see?

you're it
you're the ultimate
it's automatic i'm sure of it
no lie
so don't even try
to tell me that you're not the guy
'cos i've been waiting all my life
for someone just like you
but you're it
you're the ultimate, you

you're it
you're the ultimate
it's automatic i'm sure of it
no lie
so don't even try
to tell me that you're not the guy
'cos i've been waiting all my life
for someone just like you
but you're it
you're the ultimate, you

you're it
you're the ultimate
it's automatic i'm sure of it
no lie
so don't even try
to tell me that you're not the guy
'cos i've been waiting all my life
for someone just like you
but you're it
you're the ultimate, you

you're it
you're the ultimate, you

2005-06-03T18:34:00.000+08:00

went out wif mummy to sun plaza today...oh wells. she was in a reali gd mood today yea...i dun reali noe e reason thou. anw. tt's nt e main pnt. e main pnt is tt she bought me alot of stuffs today! hahas. okie. first was a new pair of op slippers, den two taka jewellery's necklace, den two mini skirts, a pair of sunglasses... i tink tt's all? hahas but tt's quite alot actuali. ohhs btw. dere's a guy who works at e sun plaze taka jewellery shop and he's quite handsome. yea. okie i noe tt's nt impt...

I WANT TO BUY LEVI'S JEANS! (x

alicia low suru asked me nt to buy levi's jeans model 593...lalala. we'll c. (x -runs away b4 alicia punches me-

ohhs btw. i highlighted my hair purple yest in malaysia. as in nt dye all my hair to purple, jus highlight a few strands of hair to purple. it's kinda cool. hahas. n anw it's nt permanent so will b fine. it can b washed off wif shampoo. (:

2005-06-01T15:11:00.000+08:00

WITHOUT U
by jesse mccartney

i like when you whisper softly
things only i should hear
that lead me on

i like the way that you smile at me
and make me feel like nothin'
can go wrong

tell me this will last forever
don't you ever leave

i don't wanna be without you
dream without you
walk without you
talk without you baby

never take a chance without you
dance without you
nothing is the same without you baby

i could never deal without you
heal without you
begin without you
end without you

baby i'm in need
i can't breathe
no, i don't wanna be...
without you

i love when your eyes wash over me
with a look only i can tell
what's on your mind

i love the way that you find me
whenever i've lost my way
you're just in time

baby, we've got something started
say we'll never stop

i don't wanna be without you
dream without you
walk without you
talk without you baby

never take a chance without you
dance without you
nothing is the same without you baby

i could never deal without you
heal without you
begin without you
end without you

baby i'm in need
i can't breathe
no, i don't wanna be...
without you

i'll lock up my heart
and throw away the key
if that's what it takes
to keep your love with me

you open the door
to all that's good in me
i can't deny the truth
that i could never be without you

i don't wanna be without you
dream without you
walk without you
talk without you baby

never take a chance without you
dance without you
nothing is the same without you baby

i could never deal without you
heal without you
begin without you
end without you

baby i'm in need
i can't breathe
no, i don't wanna be...
without you

2005-05-31T22:23:00.000+08:00

BECAUSE YOU LIVE
by jesse mccartney

staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
it's the end of the world in my mind
then your voice pulls me back
like a wake-up call

i've been looking for the answer
somewhere
i couldn't see that it was right there
but now i know what i didn't know

because you live and breathe
because you make me believe in myself
when nobody else can help
because you live girl
my world...
has twice as many stars in the sky

it's all right. i survived. i'm alive again
'cos of you, made it through every storm
what is life? what's the use?
if you're killing time

i'm so glad i found an angel
someone who...
was there when all my hopes fell
i wanna fly looking in your eyes

because you live and breathe
because you make me believe in myself
when nobody else can help
because you live girl
my world...
has twice as many stars in the sky

because you live...i live

because you live, there's a reason why
i carry on when i lose the fight
i want to give what you've given me
always...

because you live and breathe
because you make me believe in myself
when nobody else can help
because you live girl
my world...
has twice as many stars in the sky

because you live and breathe
because you make me believe in myself
when nobody else can help
because you live girl
my world...
has everything i need to survive
because you live...i live, i live

2005-05-31T22:21:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU BOY. (x

2005-05-30T23:26:00.000+08:00

SHE'S NO YOU
by jesse mccartney

they got a lotta girls
who know they got it goin' on
but nothing's ever a comparison to you
now can't you see
that you're the only one i really want
and everything i need,
is everything you do?

any girl walk by, don't matter
'cos you're looking so much better
don't ever need to get
caught up in jealousy
she could be a super-model
every magazine...the cover
she'll never, ever mean a thing to me

she's no you (oh no)
you give me more than i could ever want
she's no you (on no)
i'm satisfied with the one i've got
'cos you're all the girl
that I ever dreamed
she's only a picture on a magazine
she's no you, she's no you

they got a lotta girls
who dance in all the videos
but i prefer the way you do,
the way you move
you're more than beautiful
and i just wanna let you know
that all i ever need
is what i've got with you

any girl walk by, don't matter
everytime you're looking better
i think you're perfect
there ain't nothin' I would change
she could be a super-model
every magazine...the cover
she'll never, ever take my heart away

she's no you (oh no)
you give me more than i could ever want
she's no you (on no)
i'm satisfied with the one i've got
'cos you're all the girl
that I ever dreamed
she's only a picture on a magazine
she's no you, she's no you

no one's ever gonna get to me
oh, the way you do
now baby can't you see
that you're the one, the only one
who's ever made me feel this way?

nothing's ever coming even close
no one's ever been comparable to you

i don't want nothin' i don't got
i don't need nothin' but you
i can't get more than you're given me
don't stop anything you do
you're all that, all that, and then some
you know what, just what i need
and no girl, no place, no where
would mean a thing to me

she's no you (oh no)
you give me more than i could ever want
she's no you (on no)
i'm satisfied with the one i've got
'cos you're all the girl
that I ever dreamed
she's only a picture on a magazine
she's no you, she's no you

she's no you (oh no)
you give me more than i could ever want
she's no you (on no)
i'm satisfied with the one i've got
'cos you're all the girl
that I ever dreamed
she's only a picture on a magazine
she's no you, she's no you

2005-05-30T23:09:00.000+08:00

went out wif alicia n her irc frens today. alicia LOW i mean, nt alicia chua. guess wat? everyone's so ~~darn~~ late. anw we went to plaza sg to wait for dem, cos we were supposed to watch movie dere. BUT. one of e guys by e name of hiro wanted us to go to bugis to look for dem so okie we went dere. guess wat we did dere? NTH. jus plain walking ard like lifeless souls. den after tt we went back to plaze sg agn. so dots. n wat we did dere? NTH AGN. jus sitting dwn in a i duno wat kind of food shop it is n listen to all deir crapps. n dey tok ~~DAMN~~ LOUD okie. -shakes head- n so. we reali cldn't stand it so two of us went back first. wateva lahhs. my whole day is jus wasted lytt. n plus. MY TOE IS SWOLLEN LIKE ~~SHIT~~. dis ~~sucks~~ manns. i guess dis shall b my first n LAST time to go out wif dem. unless dere's anyting tt catches my interest. wateva.

2005-05-29T16:31:00.000+08:00

BEAUTIFUL SOUL
by jesse mccartney

i don't want another pretty face
i don't want just anyone to hold
i don't want my love to go to waste
i want you and your beautiful soul

i know that you are something special
to you i'd be always faithful
i want to be what you always needed
then i hope you'll see the heart in me

i don't want another pretty face
i don't want just anyone to hold
i don't want my love to go to waste
i want you and your beautiful soul

you're the one i want to chase
you're the one i want to hold
i won't let another minute go to waste
i want you and your beautiful soul

you might need time to think it over
but i'm just fine moving forward
i'll ease your mind
if you give me the chance
i will never make you cry
c'mon let's try

i don't want another pretty face
i don't want just anyone to hold
i don't want my love to go to waste
i want you and your beautiful soul

you're the one i want to chase
you're the one i want to hold
i won't let another minute go to waste
i want you and your beautiful soul

am i crazy for wanting you?
baby do you think you could want me to?
i don't wanna waste your time
do you see things the way i do?
i just wanna know that you feel it too
there is nothing left to hide

i don't want another pretty face
i don't want just anyone to hold
i don't want my love to go to waste
i want you and your beautiful soul

you're the one i want to chase
you're the one i want to hold
i won't let another minute go to waste
i want you and your beautiful soul

2005-05-29T16:15:00.000+08:00

i tink hilary duff's 'haters' sounds cool. she filled in e lyrics herself. manns. it sounds like a revenge for lindsay lohan! tut tut! but lindsay's reali talented alrite. she's gt a nice voice n she can act well. rites jayne? i noe jayne likes lindsay. so do i! (x

i lurve lindsay's 'rumors'! manns it's so cool! i lurve e chorus part. i've watched e mv n it's reali sexy. how old is lindsay btw? -tinks hard-

jesse mccartney is so CUTE! okie kris i'm nt going to snatch him wif u cos i noe he's urs alrite. so chill gal. hahas! i jus bought his album two days ago n his songs r reali nice. (: esp 'she's no you', 'beautiful soul', 'without you', because you live'. okie i mite as well list down all e songs in his album. xD i gt to watch e 'beautiful soul' mv at his official website n ohhs manns jesse looks HOT in it alrite! dere's one part where he took off his shirt (which means he's half naked) n he kinda dive down into a pool wif a gal who onli had her bra n shorts on. wateva! -jealous- btw gals. jesse's attached. aww. /: check out e latest lime magazine to find out more.

i'm obsessed wif aaron carter's 'SATURDAY NIGHT'! hahas. bt i dun reali like tt mv thou. n i dun like his new hairstyle. /: he cut his fringe short n it doesn't look gd on him at all. aaron u shldn't had cut ur fringe!

hahas i'm crazy in dis entry. i'm jus crapping all e way abt e teen singers. lalala. cos i'm jus bored.

2005-05-28T19:25:00.000+08:00

HATERS
by hilary duff

don't spit on me and shame yourself
because you wish you were someone else
you look so clean but you spread your dirt
as if you think that words don't hurt
you build up walls no one can climb
the things you do should be a crime
you're the queen of superficiality
keep your lies out of my reality
and when you're nice it's just a pose
you're one of those

haters
traitors to the human race
haters
what a drag
what a waste
i'd like to see them disappear
they don't belong anywhere
haters

spinning a web that's hard to see
of envy, greed and jealousy
feeling angry but you don't know why
why don't you look me in the eye?
you want my friends
you want my clothes
you're one of those

haters
traitors to the human race
haters
what a drag
what a waste
i'd like to see them disappear
they don't belong anywhere
haters

different life forms
different species
broken promises and treaties
talkin' about exterminating
not the haters
just the hating

you say your boyfriend's sweet and kind
but you've still got your eyes on mine
your best friend's got her eyes on yours
it all goes on behind closed doors
and when you're nice it's just a pose
you're one of those

haters
traitors to the human race
haters
what a drag
what a waste
i'd like to see them disappear
they don't belong anywhere
haters

later for the alibis
haters
any shape
any size
i'd like to see them disappear
they don't belong anywhere
haters

2005-05-28T18:36:00.000+08:00

finali here to blog! (x

jus gt back my com last wk...all my files r gone! ohhs wells. tt's a mus isn't it? sigh.

today's e starting of my june hols! whee! finali gt out of my stress. term two had been quite stressing. all e hws, projects, assignments etc. so many tings to do! /:

i'll miss my darling truthians for one whole month! gals haf fun okie? I'LL MISS YOO!

btw. jus wanta advertise qihang on my blog...

QIHANG 2005
by sngs huahui peeps!

date: 25th june 05
venue: sngs drama studio
time: 3.00pm
ticket price: $4

pls get ur tickets from any huahui members u noe! can contact me for e ticketing too! (:

2005-05-05T08:36:00.000+08:00

my com is spoilt agn... wahhs! so sad. -sobs- n it's like i jus bought it erms three months ago? so fast gt spoilt. so, advise everyone here nt to buy dell brand com nxt time. yupps.

so boring. arhhs!~ having a bad mood today. no particular reason thou. jus nt feeling gd? -nodds.

NAPFA 2.4km run TOMORROW! -shrugs- sickening. hate it! reali dun feel like running.

2005-05-05T08:32:00.000+08:00

in e keyboard room now... jus now had keyboard test...wahhs so malu!!!

first, i duno wat i did n i accidently set e keyboard program of e teacher's computer into silent. den canot play.

second, i sorta 'cheated' lahhs. SO SORRY! cos i keep forgetting to start playing when e music started den kept restarting lorx. i tink mdm ng gt so pissed off by mee... /: SORRY MDM NG!

2005-04-07T16:06:00.000+08:00

I LURVE MS QUEK!! (x

ms quek is pretty.
ms quek is nice.
ms quek is cute.
ms quek is hot.
ms quek has a SEXY voice! :D
MS QUEK ROCKKS!

she's e eva best math teacher in e world! hahas. (:

2005-04-05T23:07:00.001+08:00

perish in e name of love rockks my world! :D

main casts

steven ma chun wai as chow sai hin
charmaine sheh sze man as princess cheung ping
sonija kwok sin lei as princess chiu yan
michael tong man lung as chor sing hing
moses chan ho as emperor chong zhen
maggie siu mei ki as empress chau

2005-04-02T13:49:00.000+08:00

RUMORS
by lindsay lohan

saturday stepping into the club
the music make me wanna tell the dj turn it up
i feel the energy all around
and my body can't stop moving to the sound but
i can tell that you're watching me
and you probably gonna write what you didn't see
let me just have a little space to breathe
can you please respect my privacy

why can't you just let me do
the things i wanna do
i just wanna be me
i don't understand why
would you wanna bring me down
when i'm only having fun
i'm gonna live my life
[but not the way you want me to]

i'm tired of rumors starting
i'm sick of being followed
i'm tired of people lying
saying what they want about me
why can't they back up off me
why can't they let me live
i'm gonna do it my way
take this for just what it is

so, here we are back up in the club
people taking pictures don't you think they get enough
i just wanna get all over the floor
and throw my hands up in the air to the beat like what
i gotta say respectfully
i would love if you would take the cameras off of me
cause i just need a little room to breathe
can you please respect my privacy

why can't you just let me do
the things i wanna do
i just wanna be me
i don't understand why
would you wanna bring me down
when i'm only having fun
i'm gonna live my life
[but not the way you want me to]

i'm tired of rumors starting
i'm sick of being followed
i'm tired of people lying
saying what they want about me
why can't they back up off me
why can't they let me live
i'm gonna do it my way
take this for just what it is

i just need to free my mind
just wanna dance and have a good time
i'm tired of rumors, followed
why they follow me
why can't they let me live
take this for just what it is

i'm tired of rumors starting
i'm sick of being followed
i'm tired of people lying
saying what they want about me
why can't they back up off me
why can't they let me live
i'm gonna do it my way
take this for just what it is

i'm tired of rumors starting
i'm sick of being followed
i'm tired of people lying
saying what they want about me
why can't they back up off me
why can't they let me live
i'm gonna do it my way
take this for just what it is

2005-03-21T16:43:00.000+08:00

happy b`dae to PAM n ELAINE! (x

happy b`dae to yoo
happy b`dae to yoo
happy b`dae to PAM n ELAINE!
happy b`dae to yoo (:

todae's pam n elaine's b`dae! born on e same dae. cool. (: kris n mee gaf pam a billabong pencil case. n sumone else actuali gaf her a billabong pencil case too. ohhs wells. hope it's nt e same design. /:

first dae of sch in term 2. how was it? it was okie lahhs. nt too bad. jus happy to c everyone thou i'm still in my hol mood. i'm looking forward to fri! we r going to jinggs' hse for pw! whee! her hse is enormus okie. n we canns swim in her swimming pool! :D

went to causeway pnt todae after sch to purchase twins' latest mandarin album. guess wat? it's all SOLD OUT! manns. dey r far too popular! bt it's gd thou. (x

btw. i din gt into xiaopin even thou i gt into 3 second auditions. so dis shows tt even if i gt into all for second auditions. it doesn't mean i'll definitely gt into one of e xiaopin. -nodds. bt i'm nt sad lahhs. cos i noe i wun gt in in e first place. so no hope = no disappointment! dere's many talents out dere in my level. n congrats to all dose who gt in!

2005-03-20T17:33:00.000+08:00

finali done wif dis blogg. (: